Monday, December 31, 2012

Wedding Ring Blues - DearkaxMiriallia

I don't own any Gundam Seed or any of it's characters.... which makes me sad since so many characters with so much potential weren't fully developed! OTL

Please forgive any mistakes, both character-wise and grammatically-wise. I don't really have time to re-read and re-edit things.




Wedding Ring Blues




“I don’t know about this,” Miriallia said, warily eyeing the ring Kira handed to her. The brown haired boy looked at her pleadingly, pressing his hands together and putting it in front of him.

“I’m sorry, Mir, but I really don’t know the size of Lacus’s finger and it’s awkward to ask Athrun about it.” Kira explained with an apologetic smile. “I heard that your fingers are exactly like hers so you’re my only hope without things getting messy.”

Miriallia really doubted that her fingers were anywhere near like the slender fingers of the pink-haired princess. Still, it didn’t look like Kira was going to budge. Gods, she better win the ‘best friend award’ for this. With a heavy sigh, she took jewelry from him. And she had to admit that it was gorgeous, resembling a diamond bypass style engagement ring.

...it also looked really pricy.

Hoping nothing would go wrong, Miriallia slipped the ring on. It was a snug fit, but seemed to fit her finger perfectly.

“It fits,” she said, holding her hand up for Kira to see.

He perked up. “That’s great!”

“Yeah, I’m sure Lacus will love it.” she said with a smile, though inside, she knew Lacus would love anything Kira would give her. Even a plastic ring would have made her produce the biggest of all smiles.

“I really hope so, Mir,” Kira said, eyeing the diamond on Miriallia’s finger fondly. He wanted everything to go perfectly and now that he knew the ring would fit, the only problems in his agenda was how he would present it... and what Lacus’s response would be.

“Okay, now let me just-,” Miriallia wiggled the ring around only to freeze. “I... uh...”

“What’s wrong?” he asked, getting a sinking feeling when he saw the look on Miriallia’s face.

She quickly whirled around from him and all he could see were her arms moving around frantically. There were small sounds of pain and a hint of desperation coming from her as she continued to struggle with something.

“Miriallia?” he asked carefully and Miriallia slowly turned around, her face completely pale as she slowly lifted her hand again to Kira.

“I can’t get the ring off.”

Kira could have fainted just there. Instead, he stared at her dumbly for a few good seconds before yelping. “What?”

“I can’t get it off!” Miriallia said in a panic, twisting the ring around her reddening finger for Kira to see. He grabbed her hand and tugged at the ring, only to quickly stop when she yelped out in pain.

“Sorry,” he rushed, pulling away.

“It’s okay,” she said with a wince. “But what are we going to do? Weren’t you planning on proposing today since its Lacus’s birthday?”

“The ring was custom made so I can’t get another one,” Kira waved his hand around, looking frustrated and frantic. “I guess... I guess I won’t be able to do it today.”

“No!” Miriallia yelled, grabbing Kira by the shoulders. Kira and Lacus had spent years together with an awkward sort of courtship going on. If he didn’t seize the day today, who knows when it would actually happen? Not to mention, knowing how pessimistic Kira has become due to the war, he might actually see this as an omen that they shouldn’t marry.

And Miriallia refused to let Kira prevent himself from gaining happiness!

“You are going to propose to Lacus Clyne today, she is going to say yes, and the two of you will have a bunch of cute little Coordinator babies and I will be their loving Natural aunt who will spoil them rotten! Is that clear, Kira Yamato?” Miriallia yelled, shaking him for emphasis.

“R-Right,” he agreed mechanically, his mind completely going blank at the mere mention of kids. “But how will we get the ring off? The party’s in a few hours.”

“Isn’t there... isn’t there some kind of lubricant we can use to get the ring off? Like butter o-or oil?” Miriallia’s head shot up quickly at that. “Baby oil! Cagalli has some in her room. She uses it to wipe her make-up off.”

Kira gave her a weird look. “Cagalli wears make-up?”

Miriallia laughed nervously. Honestly speaking, the blonde haired princess was feeling a little insecure about a certain Coordinator’s attraction to her and had wanted to try and pretty herself up. Unfortunately, she was very bad at using such beauty products and had snared Lacus and Miriallia into helping her... though Miriallia wasn’t all that good herself in that department.

“Never mind about that, just hurry and-eep!” the door swung open and Athrun entered the room. He paused when he saw Kira and Miriallia looking at him nervously and then narrowed his eyes.

“What are you two up to?”

“N-Nothing,” Kira stammered, standing in front of Miriallia. Oh gods, out of all people, why did it have to be Athrun coming into the room? Athrun was his best friend and the navy haired Coordinator already knew Kira wanted to marry Lacus eventually... but this was too sudden and he wanted to keep his plans a secret!

“Right,” Athrun said unconvinced. “Well, whatever you two may be up to, I need Miriallia right now.”

“Eh? What for?” Kira asked before he heard Miriallia slap herself on the forehead.

“Of course, I’m doing a spread about Cagalli for the magazine I’m working for.” Miriallia explained, having completely forgotten about it when Kira had taken her into the other room to talk about the ring. But now this was really bad. Cagalli and Athrun were both the inquisitive types and would no doubt bother her to death about the ring... and she knew Kira wanted the whole proposal thing to be a surprise. “Since Cagalli is busy with work, I had to beg for a piece of her time and the only time was while setting up for Lacus’s birthday.”

“So you can’t reschedule?” Kira asked in horror.

“It took weeks for her to finally find some time,” Miriallia ran her hand through her hair frantically and stiffened when she saw Athrun’s eyes immediately zero in on her fingers. She quickly pulled her hand down and behind her back. “E-Erm, maybe rescheduling is a good idea.”

“And wait months until Cagalli’s free again?” Athrun asked, a smirk growing on his face.

“Well if Miriallia is fine with it t-then-,” Kira said with a nervous chuckle when Athrun gently grabbed Miriallia by the shoulders, guiding her to the door.

“Now, now, Cagalli is a busy woman. You wouldn’t want to force her to reschedule just because of personal problems, now would you?”

“Wait Athrun!” Kira yelled when Miriallia tilted her head.

“I’ll be fine Kira, just... get the thing.” She said through gritted teeth. Fine, she’ll try and hide the ring. Fortunately, she was right-handed, so maybe they wouldn’t notice since she would be taking notes with her right hand.

The door closed behind her and now it was just her and Athrun in the long hallway. She had hoped it would be a walk with just silence when he, of course, broke it with an inquisitive voice. “If I may ask, what is this thing you two are talking about?”

Miriallia laughed tensely, her voice cracking at some point. “Haha, it’s nothing, nothing at all. How have you been Athrun?”

“You and I talked just a few hours ago so you should know,” he said with unhidden amusement.

“R-Right,” of course, dumb Mir! He was the first one to greet her when she had arrived at Cagalli’s mansion.

“You do know I’m going to figure it out eventually,” he continued and Miriallia almost jumped at the conspiring tone. In fact, she did jump when Athrun suddenly grabbed her left wrist, lifting it up for both to see. “And I think I have a very good idea about what’s going on.”

The traitorous diamond shined brilliantly under the hallway light.

“This ring?” Miriallia asked before forcing out a laugh. “It’s nothing. Just a little... uh... piece of jewelry of mine?”

“Placed on a very symbolic finger?” he arched an eyebrow.

“Erm... I...”

“I don’t see why you’re keeping it a secret. It’s nothing to be shy about.” Athrun said gently and suddenly, a chill went down Miriallia’s spine. She had a bad feeling about this. “I suppose I get that you and Dearka wanted to keep it surprise-.”

Miriallia stared at him.

What?

“-and I admit, I had no idea he was planning to propose to you out of nowhere, but I don’t understand why you’re so nervous about me finding out about it. Do you think you and Dearka are moving too fast?”

What?!

“I... I...” caught speechless, Miriallia could only gap at Athrun who, again, misunderstood her reaction.

“Don’t worry, I’ll keep it a secret and be surprised with all the others when the news comes out. There’s just one person I can’t keep a secret to.” he said, approaching a nearby door and Miriallia immediately understood what he meant.

“Athrun, wait-!”

The door swung open and Athrun ran inside, yelling. “Cagalli, Miriallia and Dearka are getting married!”

There was a loud shatter as a tea cup fell onto the ground. But alas, it wasn’t Cagalli who had dropped the cup. It was the one sitting in front of her.

Miriallia really wanted to just get sucked into a black hole when she recognized a familiar silver haired pilot sitting on one of the chairs, his fingers still in pose of holding a tea cup while his jaw was slacked. His eyes were wide open before he leaped to his feet, letting out an ear-splitting yell. “What?!”

“Yzak,” Athrun said in surprise, taking a step back.

“Is it true?” Cagalli squealed, rushing past a frozen Yzak to grab Miriallia left hand. She lifted it up and cheered happily, pulling Miriallia in for a hug. “Congratulations! I didn’t think the idiot had the guts to propose to you.”

“W-Wait,” Miriallia said with an awkward laugh. This was all happening so fast! And why was Yzak here in the first place? He should be in space right now! “You have it all-.”

“The bastard was planning to propose and he didn’t tell me?” Yzak yelled darkly and Athrun chuckled.

“Don’t be so annoyed. He took us all by surprise.”

“Wow, the ring’s fancy too,” Cagalli remarked and winked at Miriallia. “Should have known that fashion conscious guy would get something nice like this.”

“That explains why the idiot’s been moody lately,” Yzak grumbled, crossing his arms. Instead of doing his job, Dearka had been slacking off, disappearing and leaving behind paperwork Yzak had to deal with instead! They were friends for sure, but the silver haired man was really tired of covering for his butt. Still, with a sigh, he nodded at Miriallia. “Congratulations.”

At least he had chosen right.

Even if Miriallia was a Natural, he approved of her.

“Thanks,” Miriallia said automatically, trapped by the flow of the atmosphere. Then, she shook her head wildly. That wasn’t what she meant! This was all now really getting out of control. “You guys, listen to me, I-eep.”

Strong arms wrapped around her and a face nuzzled into her neck. A familiar scent pervaded her senses and her wired nerves automatically relaxed. “Missed you, Mir.”

“Dearka,” Miriallia breathed out. She hadn’t seen him in weeks! Ecstatic to have him back, she was about to hug him when Athrun spoke up, making her remember the fiasco she was caught in.

“Congratulations, man. I have to admit, I had no idea what you were planning.”

“You could have let me in on it though,” Yzak said sourly. “I wouldn’t have been busting your ass with work so much if I had known.”

“Stop pouting, Yzak,” Cagalli said, rolling her eyes.

“I’m not pouting!” he yelled.

“Sulking then,” Athrun said with a grin.

Dearka looked at them completely puzzled, pulling away from Miriallia who, by now, was covering her face with her palm. “What are you guys talking about?”

“Stop playing coy,” Cagalli said with a punch to his arm.

“No, really, I have no idea what you guys are talking about.”

Cagalli lifted Miriallia’s hand to Dearka. “Your engagement to Miriallia, of course, you idiot. Are you so trapped in cloud-nine that you think it’s just a dream?”

Dearka stared at Miriallia’s hand before shoving Cagalli’s hand off it, clutching onto Miriallia’s wrist tightly while his amethyst eyes stared in confusion and shock, a frown clearly on his face. “Engagement ring? What engagement ring? I never-.”

“I found the baby oil!” Kira yelled, bursting into the room. His eyes then took in the people with Miriallia and the bottle promptly fell from his hands. “W-What’s everyone doing here?”

“Argh, I give up!” Miriallia threw her hands in the air and gasped when the ring slipped off her finger. Oh now it decided it wanted to get off of her! Perfect timing! Argh! She caught the damn thing and dumped it on Kira’s hand. “Here!”

“Wait, Mir-!” Kira said, looking at the ring and then at Miriallia’s disappearing figure. Before he could chase after her, a hand grabbed him by the shoulder. “Dearka?”

“I’ll go after her.” The taller Coordinator murmured before leaving.

Kira stood there for a brief moment when another hand grabbed him by the shoulder. Turning around, he stiffened at Cagalli’s eyes glowing with anger.

“Ki-ra,” she drawled slowly before yelling loudly. “What the hell is going on?!”



Dearka found Miriallia outside the balcony, her form leaning against the rail as she stared out into the city. He approached her quietly in case she decided to run and made enough noise to announce his presence once he was too close for her to escape. Her shoulders tensed, but she didn’t move, her gaze still outward. He leaned against the rail next to her, pressing his shoulder against hers.

“You okay?” he asked quietly.

“Fine,” she mumbled before she sighed, her shoulders sagging. “Sorry about that...”

“What was that all about anyways?”

“Erm... let’s just say Kira needed me to try on a ring for him and it caused a bit of a misunderstanding with the others.” Miriallia said evasively, feeling a headache start all over again just trying to remember what happened.

“Let me guess, he wanted to propose to Lacus?”

She laughed. It was all too obvious. “More or less.”

“So why all the pouting?” he asked, poking her on the cheek.

“Embarrassment?” she tried weakly, but Dearka merely pressed his forehead against her, his eyes staring right at her. Her gaze turned to the side, unable to handle the intensity of his eyes on her. “I... I didn’t want you of all people to get caught in the misunderstanding. L-Like what if you thought I was making up lies to pressure you or-.”

Dearka snorted, almost rolling his eyes. “Like you would ever do that.”

“Of course not!” she yelled hotly. “Why would I ever try-?”

“So why are you so worried?”

“Oh shut up, I wasn’t thinking.” Miriallia pulled away, crossing her arms and looking away with an angry pout. Dearka grinned. It was rare for Miriallia to act like this around him, which was a shame since she was so cute when she was like this.

Miriallia let out a loud squeak when Dearka suddenly grabbed her by the waist, lifting her up into the air. “D-Dearka!”

“Do you want to get married?” he inquired teasingly.

“This better not be your idea of a proposal.” She said warningly with a glower, though her heart skipped a beat at the question.

“Nah,” Dearka said with a grin as he slowly lowered her towards him, their eyes locked on one another. “You know me. I’d make it as flashy as possible and make sure the entire world knows that you’re mine.”

“Idiot,” Miriallia said fondly, her sapphire eyes gleaming with amusement as she leaned forward to give him a kiss to seal the unspoken promise.



::owari::




AU: So many plot holes, like why didn’t Kira think of asking Miriallia to check the ring BEFORE the day of the proposal or like when he got the ring? That would have saved some headache. Then there’s the whole interview thing. There’s a lot more that I noticed while writing, but I don’t care. This is written. It is done. That is that. And I like it... I guess. xD hope you guys do too.

Monday, November 12, 2012

Served Your Purpose - DearkaxMiriallia


I don't own any Gundam Seed or any of it's characters.... which makes me sad since so many characters with so much potential weren't fully developed! OTL

Please forgive any mistakes, both character-wise and grammatically-wise. I don't really have time to re-read and re-edit things.



Served Your Purpose



Was this the reason for his existence?

Had he served his purpose by doing this?

Reuniting two lost lovers like some fucking day time soap opera?

Amethyst eyes narrowed angrily at the sight of his Natural in the arms of that weak brown haired boy. The only thing that stopped him from storming up to them and tearing them apart was the fact that she would cry and get angry at him.

Unfortunately, his enhanced ears could almost hear everything they were saying and it was really testing his self-control

“...dangerous... total stranger!”

“Tolle... got it wrong... Dearka.... friend...”

A friend?

Did she really just tell that bastard that they were mere friends?

Dearka’s teeth clenched and his crossed arms tightened together. In agitation, his finger was tapping against his arm. How long was that bastard going to hold her like that? The fact that the brown haired bastard had his arms wrapped around her was getting on Dearka’s nerves.

Like hell they were just friends.

They were certainly more than something trivial like that.

She was his just as he was hers.

The moment she had showed him kindness, the moment he had decided to betray his own people, the moment he had comforted her when she had been in tears... it had bound them together, whether she had known it or not.

And just recently, it had been finality. Dearka had always seen Miriallia as his, but only recently had it became official by law.

Then that stupid time machine explosion had to happen, sending them back in time and into their younger bodies.

His sharp eyes glanced at the brown haired boy, Tolle, the one who had originally be Miriallia’s everything. As if he’d let that weakling rip Miriallia away from him. Hell, he wouldn’t even let Miriallia herself try to break away. She had made a promise with him and even if the stupid vows said it wasn’t until death, he wouldn’t even let death tear them apart.

“...don’t understand... love... together...”

Dearka tensed at those words being spoken in the same sentence. It didn’t help that Miriallia now had tears in her eyes.

“...understand... please... Tolle!”

Footsteps approached closer and Dearka didn’t move from his spot. He didn’t bother to hide the intensity of the glare when Tolle stopped in front of him and felt at least a small dosage of respect at how the weakling didn’t flinch. Even Yzak and Athrun had once commented about how when Dearka gave one of his icy glares, it was pretty unnerving.

“Who are you to Miriallia? And why have you, an elite Zaft soldier at that, decide to betray your own kind?” Tolle demanded. He didn’t have any prejudices against Coordinators, but this just didn’t add up. Where did this guy come from and why did he suddenly decide to join up with the Archangel, defecting with the Buster? What if he was trying to use Miriallia to make Kira give up on fighting them? It could be some sort of sinister plot to defeat them.

Dearka grabbed Miriallia, who had joined them with a forlorn look on her face. He pulled her into his arms, holding her close in order to give her some comfort. Dearka knew this must’ve been painful for her since Tolle had been dead for years for her. And now, after that freak accident, she was here with him again... and he was angry at her.

And past dead guy or not, Dearka couldn’t forgive anyone who made Miriallia sad.

“Dearka-.” She began in surprise.

“She’s mine.” The blonde haired Coordinator declared boldly.

“Y-Y-Yours?” Tolle choked out before angrily scowling. “She isn’t a thing you know!”

“I never said she was.” came the brusque reply. “Miriallia is mine just as much as I’m hers.”

Tolle could only stare in shock, unable to even get angry at how this boy was holding onto his girlfriend –ex-girlfriend actually...- so possessively like that. Where did he come off of saying stuff like that? Tolle had been with Miriallia for a long time and the two had never encountered someone like the blonde Coordinator. Where were these feelings coming from?

And why wasn’t Miriallia pulling away? She looked so comfortable in his hold and almost seemed like she was leaning against him for support, knowing that he would always be there to hold her up.

It had been a position Tolle had held not so long ago... what had changed?

The bitterness in Tolle’s face broke Miriallia’s heart and she wanted to reach out and touch him. However, Dearka’s hold kept her still and she didn’t have the strength to pull away.

It wasn’t like they had intended to change the past. And Miriallia knew Dearka enough that there was no way in hell he could play his past role of being part of the Zaft team that hunted down the Archangel, especially if she was in that ship.

But maybe this way, Tolle could survive. Maybe they would be able to make it so that the death of their friends wouldn’t happen this time around.

“I’m sorry Tolle,” she whispered and subconsciously held onto Dearka’s arm for comfort, the one wrapped around her. In the past, she would have run back to Tolle in a heartbeat... and while she still felt fondness for Tolle, her heart had moved on and it would be unfair to Dearka for her to suddenly change her mind just because Tolle reappeared in her life. The blonde Coordinator had been patiently waiting for her and she had finally responded. “I love Dearka.”



::owari::



AU: Haha, it's an idea I've been toying with... Miriallia and Dearka ending up in the past or Miriallia ending up in the past or just Dearka in the past. In this version, they're both in the past and Dearka isn't just going to sit around and let Miriallia get taken in by her old love... especially not after they married in the future.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Windows of the Soul - DearkaxMiriallia


I don't own any Gundam Seed or any of it's characters.... which makes me sad since so many characters with so much potential weren't fully developed! OTL

Please forgive any mistakes, both character-wise and grammatically-wise. I don't really have time to re-read and re-edit things.



Windows of the Soul



Eyes were the windows of the soul.

It allowed people to gaze intimately inside of another, to analyze and observe the inner-workings of a person’s mind. But in all honesty, none of that romantic crap had mattered much to Dearka until he met Miriallia Haww.

Having grown up surrounded by elites who were always careful when showing their emotions and having joined ZAFT at a young age, the only eyes Dearka was familiar with were cold, trained, and calculative eyes. In fact, the closest he got to expressive was Yzak... but that was because unlike Dearka, Yzak’s mother was more supportive of him and didn’t mind when Yzak had emotional outbursts.

Still, even Yzak and his dramatic moments couldn’t compare to Miriallia’s eyes.

If the saying described anyone perfectly, it was Miriallia.

Since the moment she had tried to kill him to the moment she had cried her eyes out, containing in her grief after meeting the person who had killed Tolle, Dearka had been captivated by her eyes.

The never ending sea of blue was always flaring with emotions and sadly, he would often see those eyes in tears. And though he did hate to see her cry, those tears accentuated those blue orbs and caused them to sparkle.

Miriallia never hid her true feelings and openly expressed how she felt to those around her, conserving her sentiments if they were inappropriate for some to see, but never hiding if she knew what she was doing was right.

However, it wasn’t until he got to see her smile did he realize just how cute she was.

The smile was tender and sweet... but those eyes, those beautiful glowing eyes, the way the corner of her eyes would crease as she gave him the sweetest smile he had ever seen.

It was as though she had finally allowed him to see deep into her eyes, to gaze into the windows of her soul that bore all to him.

And now that he had a glimpse, he wanted more.

Because of the war and the tension between him and her, he had seen many parts of her when she was afraid... when she was angry... when she was sad... but this smile, the small joy she had given him was so beautiful and mesmerizing that he wanted to see more.

To see her happy, to see her proud... to see those expressive eyes to look at him back with the tenderness he knew she hid when thinking of Tolle.

He wanted to see it all.

Because, god damn if he’d ever admit it out loud, he was addictive to her soul and wanted all of her for himself.



::owari::

My Happy Ending - DearkaxMiriallia


I don't own any Gundam Seed or any of it's characters.... which makes me sad since so many characters with so much potential weren't fully developed! OTL

Please forgive any mistakes, both character-wise and grammatically-wise. I don't really have time to re-read and re-edit things.



My Happy Ending




Miriallia felt sleep lazily leave her as she felt the warm arm that held her firmly around the waist, keeping her close against the solid figure behind her. A face nuzzled into her neck gently and she giggled when the action tickled her. Dearka grumbled in response at the noise and kissed her neck, smiling when that generated more laughter.

She reached up and ran her hand through his messy blonde hair, her other hand stroking his arm. Their bare legs were tangled amongst each other and the warmth and security he brought her made her want to snuggle closer and never leave the bed.

Since the war began and her world fell apart, she had believed that she would never be able to get back on her feet again. Her home was destroyed, her support was killed, and everyone was too consumed in their own problems to comfort one another.

But there was that one person who did care, even when he should have been more worried about himself since he was currently a prisoner of war. He had watched as she cried and held her even when she yelled at him to let go because he knew despite her screams, the one thing she wanted most was to hold onto someone and cry, to forget the traumas of this war and the horrors she had seen for a temporary moment of peace.

Eventually, his patience bore fruit, a turnabout that was especially noticed when it was her turn to comfort him.

Just like her, he had been so terribly alone, especially after he had defected to join her side, to defend her from those who wanted her dead. But this meant betraying his comrades in arm, his brothers who had always watched his back for him.

So during the moment he had been alone, contemplating and saddened, she gave him the comfort he had always given her.

And it was then that she truly found solace in this ridiculous war... and was able to accept the hope that perhaps things will be alright in the end.

“Thanks Dearka,” she murmured softly.

“Mm?” he inquired sleepily.

Miriallia smiled and turned her head, kissing him gently on the lips. “For giving me my happy ending.”



::owari::

Monday, May 7, 2012

Sword & Shield - DearkaxMiriallia

I don't own any Gundam Seed or any of it's characters.... which makes me sad since so many characters with so much potential weren't fully developed! OTL

Please forgive any mistakes, both character-wise and grammatically-wise. I don't really have time to re-read and re-edit things.




Sword & Shield





After the war had ended, Miriallia had wanted to make some use of herself. She had known that even though the cease fire had been called for, the hatred between Naturals and Coordinators wouldn’t die out so easily. It would take years and perhaps even several life times before a sort of peace could exist between the two.

And so she had turned to photography.

After all, what better way to show the people of the consequences of their hate than the concrete evidence of the destruction they were causing with their own hands?

Videos might have been better if she simply wanted that message to go across, but to Miriallia, photos held a more powerful message. They were silent and almost had no way of swaying the viewers of forming an opinion that was not their own. The photos called out to the people to think by themselves of what they were fighting for, to see after a moment of reflection if what they were doing was truly the right thing to do.

The job was dangerous since it meant going to war zones and personally seeing the hostile hatred between the two races... many people had objected to her having such a job. She could still remember Kira’s look of fear and anxiety, of how he worried of how she might end up becoming a casualty in one of the blood stained battles that still often took place on Earth. But this was something she wanted to do.

Back at the Archangel, her abilities had been limited. The CIC had great power when it came to communication and while it was a demanding and important job which Miriallia was proud of, she wanted to do more. She wanted to become one of the swords that paved its way into peace.

She didn’t want to physically fight and hurt others. However, she didn’t want to just sit around and preach to people about what she believed in.

To connect with people... to share the experiences and grow with everything so that someday people wouldn’t use the word ‘armistice’ when it came the war between Natural and Coordinators but peace.

It would mean putting her life on the line at all times, but this was something she truly believed in and wanted to do.

But what Miriallia didn’t understand was that though she wished to be the sword, a weapon was nothing with a shield.

There had been an internal war inside Dearka when he had learned of the profession she wished to follow.

Willingly entering danger zones to take pictures? Now that was some crazy talk. If Miriallia truly wanted to make a difference without really fighting or killing people, there could have been other ways that were less dangerous!

It was not in his place to talk though.

As much as he desired to stop her, he knew it was pointless.

But still, he had tried to persuade her, hoping that maybe she might listen and understand.

Unfortunately, while Miriallia did listen to his words, if anything it only seemed to make her angry. And Dearka knew for sure that she listened to him because oftentimes she would use his own words as rebuttal in order to show just how angry she was over how he was constantly trying to stop her instead of supporting her.

But how the hell could he actually support her when it felt like he was giving her permission to run through a rain of bullets?

It had gnawed at him day and night as he desperately tried to find a solution to this. Then when Miriallia asked that they go on a break, Yzak had been about ready to kill him over how de-motivated he had been in life.

Dearka had lost the girl of his dreams and she was still running under the not-that-really metaphorical rain of bullets.

The second war had arrived swiftly, giving him barely any time to reflect. Sometimes he was so caught up in his work that it was impossible to think about Miriallia at all... no, that was a lie. Every small second he had to himself, his mind would somehow wander to her.

The moment this stupid war was over, he knew he would look for her. How could he not when she was always in his mind? But what could he do concerning this annoying thorn in his side? How could he watch over her, protect her, while not smothering her away from him?

That’s when the ideas began to sink in.

There were things he could do.

Minor but still useful things.

Dearka knew he couldn’t possibly always follow her movements... but to at least be able to know where she was during her job, to check in with his contacts so that they could occasionally see to it that she was safe... after all, he had made various friends in Zaft, both low and high. They would all easily submit to any favors that he asked.

The little things he could do to keep her safe.

Miriallia was smart. She would figure it all out sooner or later what he was doing behind the scenes, but this would be one thing he would be firm about.

Because if Miriallia was the sword, Dearka would be damned if he didn’t turn himself into a fine shield for her whether she liked it or not.



::owari::




AN: Okay, I'm done with the whole Dearka is learning his lesson thing. xD I think it may sound like Miriallia is a bit selfish here, but that's because it mostly focuses on Dearka's feelings, especially towards the end. Anyways, I'm done for now on this sort of topic. Let's get on with the smexy/fluff! 8D